Fading Sun

It was shining,
it was so bright
I saw it, I felt it.
It was warm and inviting
Reassuring and comfortable.
I thought it could be true…
I thought it would be you…

Yet again like always and ever.
I could see the outcome
I could see the end before the beginning
I knew it was not mine for the taking
I knew it was not mine for the making
I knew the pain that would be the outcome.
I knew it was yet another lure.
Another handful of dust to bite.

Either way, I made no battle.
But there was war all around me
Battles raging here and there

I turned away.
Cruel move that bites through me
Every single secondof every moment.

Now that the sun is gone,
and the cold is back
I stare at the blank walls
in the middle of my sleepless nights
wondering at the reasons behind it all
Reason I know and cannot share.

I've escaped a war I did not want to fight.
took to the trail and returned to my cave.
Tis a curse from the land
that line I shall never cross
that cross I shall never line up

Dry your tears little girl
For now you know.
That the lure was I.
And the fog that lost you
Was all because of me.

Dry your tears little girl
Through deceit you hath learnt
I really am not worth your pain.
And the feelings you’ve unlocked,
should not be locked again.

Dry your tears little girl
and see the sun again
For its warmth is life
For life is yours to live,

Dry your tears harley girl
Time will heal
However hard it seems right now
Time always heals
In one way or another
Believe it will
Believe in you.

Dry your tears harley Bride
For what you felt was true and pure
And there is no shame in that

Dry tears little girl
and let time take it toll
and soon enough
I will be just an echo in your mind
The afterthought of a bad souvenir
another name on the wall.

Take heed
And never let that burning sun in your heart
fade or die.

Carpe Diem
Memento mori