leavin

In reply to June-an : http://junean.blogspot.com , trust no one, almost here... 25feb06

Yet I have always been here
Hidden
All in prose,
Behind your rhymes
Left behind in your shadows
Made by your very light

Yet I thought
I were your light
Ever so light
Never as bright
As you would have wished

And now that you are bleeding
All my colors have faded
And mine is a world
In black and white.

So tonight will never be right
Ever, will never be the beginning
Of an ever ending story

Then when you say you need me,
you heed me,
And the closer I get,
The further I am...
And then it’s almost like
I 've never been
Ever so close
always almost there ...

But you never see me
For a light never sees a shadow
And even before I was gone
I was a but a shadow to your light.
It wasn't right
So the road for me tonight
Is mine for the taking,
and the wish of you,
mine for the making.

Change the world you have
For mine is ever changed.
Levied from the insight,
Heavied from the inside.
and nothing ever is the same
for the sting is under my skin.

But now I must go,
Away, with yet another flow
For the road tonight
Is mine to take
The road tonight, is mine to take...

Do you know me
When the choices I make
And the roads I take
Are the ones less traveled,
Harrowing and ever winding, blinding
Never binding,
Impossible to see
With no reasons ever made possible

Do you know me
when the seas I sail
Quail me beyond my fears
and the rough waters drown me
a little more everyday
in every way.

I know you loved me,
More than I could ever have given back
So I got taken aback
Like a whip made slack
For the closer I got
Never was close enough
So the further away I moved.

I ran as fast as I should
But understand you never would
That catch up I never could.
The closer I got, the further I were.

So that road I stepped unto
It takes me else where I can't undo
The doings of my wrongs
The effects to my cause
And come back I never can
For the bridges we built
We have cut on either end.

So tonight, my heart is tight
For the road is mine to take.
And tomorrow I shall wake
Ever to find you were right.
And from today,
every other morning I shall live see,
will be one of regrets.

But now that I am gone,
the light that shone
ever so bright
In your eyes shall rekindle
And set ablaze
The fury of your mind
For I was
But a shadow in your light.
But a feather to your sight.

Carpe Diem